Thursday, November 19, 2009

and you've already got me coming undone.

hello (:

yeah, yesterday went out with clare and her mum.
really nice, and i enjoyed spending time with them. haha.
and yes, we watched 2012. a not bad movie.
damn good movie :D
realistic and nice effects.
a wake up call to all of us humanoids!

btw, i've been hearing two is better than one again and again.
haha damn sweet song.
it always remind me of.. him. (:

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

ocean eyes.

things are not what they used to be. i'm not a little girl anymore. i can't be that naughty little girl that breaks things and let my mum clean up the mess. i fall, bleed and i cry. now? things are so different now. i realised i am getting older.

i have to do alot of things on my own, when to make a move, when to be a real bitch, when to be a nice girl. i've learnt alot throughout this whole year. i know who are my true friends, fake friends. i've cried many times, too many times. and it all seemed nothing to me now. bad thing? good thing? i dont know. all i know is i'm stronger now.

dayumm, that was random, isn't it? lol.

Vanilla Twilight.

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

i miss you ):

Monday, November 9, 2009

youuu,
thanks for making me feel better.
and.. for being there. :)
alright, i get it.
it's your life.
i'm not your true friend.
maybe, never at all.

Thursday, November 5, 2009


i shall shut up and go with the flow.
TALENT SHOW!
hahaha we got 5th xD
it is considered not bad cause we only had less than one week of practice.
STRANGERS, GOOD JOB! :D
i don't really care about winning. you guys were brave okay, to pull out all your guts to dance on stage. not everyone can do that (: haha. i can feel you guys dancing your heart out even when i'm standing right err in front lol. it felt good :D

BOUNCE :P

Monday, November 2, 2009

eeeeee you!